I Just Wanna Vanish From This Cruel World. . ..

Only U Can Understand Me . . I Think .. ..

Tuesday, July 7, 2009 at 7:30 PM | Posted by BІШІПx64

Hey Sherina. . . to get away from the lonliness created by your absence..., I just entered into a Community . . . I Got many Good Friends There . .. Today One Abused me as Hell there . .. I Dunno why he said those all . . . . I Controlled Myself there . . . . Just Unjoined From There . . . I Do fear how others who entered there think of me . . . .Truely , . . . . .I Neve Said Anythin Wrong .. . In Jesus's Name . . . I'm now too off . .. . I am Alone here in tearz . .. How Are You??

I neve forget you . . . . . Still Lovin You As My Life . . I LOVE YOU SERINA . . .. Dunno wthr you reads this or not . . . But I'm Feelin Some Peace here . . . . You are the only one who Understandz me here in this earth . . Love You A Lot . . .And Waiting For You . .. . .I Love You As My LIFE . . . . . . . God May Guide You . . . .thankz

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Silent Tearz . . . .

Tuesday, June 30, 2009 at 8:50 AM | Posted by BІШІПx64

I Can't look Forward .. Coz Shez Not with me .. .
Can't Look BACKWARD . . .I'll Miss her . . .
How to live the present??
dunno . . . .
I wanna vanish . ..
letting everyone free . ..
hey God., What to do??
waiting for the answers for ma prayers . .. .

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One More Promise . . With Ma Own Blood .. .

Thursday, June 25, 2009 at 12:40 PM | Posted by BІШІПx64

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you

I Miss You . . . .
But i will Only Love You Till My End . . .
Itz A Promise . . . .
LOVE YOU SHERINA A LOT . . . .

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Father . . . Once More Please

Wednesday, June 24, 2009 at 1:04 PM | Posted by BІШІПx64

I Can't live without her . . .. I think you knows how I feels now . .. Jesus If you Feels I'M Loving her truely . . I need her . . . Once more. . ..Wanna walk with her talk to her . . .Please Lord . . .The only thing me just asking you . . .I Can't hide myself no more . .Please Lord . . . I Know You Having plans With Me. . .But All I asking you is simply that heart . . ..For that take back everything i ownz . . . I Juz Need her . . . Nothin more .. . If Its not your plan . . .Can Turn Off Ma Life . . ?? Please I Need an answer . . .I Need Her . . .The Only Thin I Ever Need In This Earth. . . Promisin You That I Will take care of her like to myself . . .Never Allow A Tear To roll down . . .I Will try to stop that tearz by giving my life. . . I Love her More Than Myself . . .Thank You Lord For Doin Miracles . . .PLease Don't feel anything wrong to me coz I Askin . . Take back everything you Gave me as the price of her . . . . Coz I Need To escape from these tearz . . ..Itz the Only thing in earth that can Make me smile. . . .Otherwiz Take Back MyLife Itself . . . Sorry . . . I Love You Lord . . . Sorry Jesus For askin her

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Hate . . .

Saturday, June 20, 2009 at 6:07 PM | Posted by BІШІПx64

എന്നാ പറയാനാ? എനികിത്രേ പറയ്യാന്‍ അറിയൂ . . . ഞാന്‍ നിന്നെ സ്നേഹിച്ചിരുന്നു ഇപ്പോഴും സ്നേഹിക്കുന്നു പണ്ടത്തെക്കള്‍ അധികം . . . . ഇനിയും സ്നേഹിക്കും ഞാന്‍ മരിക്കും വരെ . . .ഏറെ ജീവിതത്തില്‍ ഒരേ ഒരു gal മാത്രം . . അത് നീ ആണ്

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Remember This Diary Post?

Wednesday, June 10, 2009 at 3:43 AM | Posted by BІШІПx64

"Tonight, I can write the saddest words.., didn't think'd of being a part of your heart when talking with you., but I can't control my mind., it is all gone out of my control.., then came to know your nights., all are full of lonliness..., you are alone all the night.., thinkin of all your lost dreams.., tears rolling down your cheeks., how can I sleep da when you are in a great vain? How to dream about my future when the sound of your whisper blowin in my ears..,. I am now writing some thing just for the memory of last night.., I can't forget this night.., I don't know why! May be coz you shared your sorrow.., your sorrows are mine., so sleep peace fully.., I will cry for you tonight., if you need to cry... Juz come after your exams.., don't cry dear.., pray to god and sleep for now... We can make a better solution tomorrow.., thanks for all.., I think this is the most saddest words in my diary that I had ever written.., may god help you and a great good night.... "

I Think no. . . because I backed up from the diary the night itself. . . . You may remember the words by you. . itz somethin like this. . . whoa . .me on your diary?? hmm . . before your english exams I think. . . check your msg history if you wanna remember the momentz. . . . that night you said U want to vanish and all . . . . ohk?

luk ma diary of 06/03 .. . . .before u caming there i changed it . . . yeah backed up it to ma gmail inbox. .. . .. huh. .. may this memory last for ever . . .